WILL I EVER GET BACK MY SPIRIT OF DESTINY

Things were going well for me until I slept with a lady in the shower 🚿. Something happened to me around October 2024. A lady wanted us to meet on a certain day; she called me that day and said she wanted to come over. After her call, a voice inside me told me not to sleep with her. The lady called me during the day, but I didn’t pick up her call as I was trying to avoid sleeping with her. The next day came and she called again, saying she wanted to come over, but I ignored her. I told her I was busy the previous day, and she said she wanted to come over that day. She came; one thing led to another. We had sex until we got under the shower, and during the sex, a spirit left my body, and I became dizzy. She insisted we go another round; that was when I discovered there was blood all over my hand as I was trying to use my hand to spot before I went in. After the incident, I cut off communication with the lady. But here comes the tragedy: I started losing deals, and my client started blocking me. Even wet dreams, and me ejaculating on my boxers when I woke up. All sorts of weird dreams. Now I’m confused about what to do. I made findings regarding these issues, as I know it’s spiritual. Now I’m confused because I was told I had a water connection, and my water people are angry that I desecrated water, which made my water spirit and guardian angel leave me. Another thing: now, from the Christian POV, I was told,d or meant to believe from my findings, that according to Exodus 23:2, God has already assigned everyone an angel to guide us to fulfill destiny. This whole scenario has made me question myself that by disobeying the warning I received before sleeping with the lady has made the angel of the Lord left me as our body is the temple of the holy Spirit. Please I’m confused about the whole thing and my life is in shambles. Everything I have labored for has gone down. I’m really struggling. Please will God ever forgive me and send me back my spirit because the Bible warned us not to provoke the angel of the Lord as he couldn’t pardon our shortcomings. Now I’m confused because my life is under a serious spiritual warfare from the Marines. This was suppose to be my prime of me fulfilling my destiny but I fell victim to the flesh. Things has really been in a chaotic state for me as I’m even struggling to make ends meet. Now I’m confused should I go traditional ways to make peace with my ancestors and water bodies or should I keepbegging God for mercy while I go through this serious attacks and nightmares whenever I close my eyes to sleep. I went for Deliverance in a church and I went to sleep and I saw the pastor conducted another Deliverance in my dreams but after somedays the sexual molestation continues in my dreams. Please have anyone ever gotten a spirit back after leaving their body because this issues is bigger than me. I really wish to get my spark back as thees have been draining me whenever I wake up from sleep and it’s kills my zeal and drive because near success syndrome and rejection with hatred as become the orde of my life. Mind you even cobwebs surrounds me everywhere. I really wish to seek the opinion of spiritually grounded people. I never understood spirituality until now. Mind you a mad woman Saw me 2023 told me I was going to suffer ever since this incident I keep replaying her words . Did she really saw my future when she said those words to me…. I have such potential within myself but my spiritual life is in sabotage which is reflecting in my physical life. How do I conquer this battles spiritually so I can get my breakthrough to manifest physically because my life is been resisted by forces beyond the physical.

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