My mum is icy cold to me but sweet with every of my siblings, my fiance thinks I’m cold but he has not met my mother as how she treats me. I am the eldest of 4 girls but she always makes me feel like a curse, but I am not the cause of her problem. I always crave her attention and opinions badly, I wish she’ll look at me for me. She left my dad after 35 years last year and apparently me too, cutting ties with my dad and I but talk to my siblings, they refused to give me her new number too. I will wait for her in old age, when they will tell me to forgive or wahever. I only resembled my dad too much, I no kee person.