We dated for 8 years since I was 18, years of him cheating on me, apologizing and telling me he has changed. He projected his insecurities on me. I hung out with a male friend, he found out and started crying then he broke up with me that he will never see me the same way again now he’s with a new girl, I found out he’s been cheating on me with her and others since last year. I’m so broken