Life has been so hard lately. I Iaugh during the day like all is well, but at night I soak my pillow with tears. Being an adult can be so draining for real🥺 Being a graduate with good grade yet no job. The skill I hoped on nobody is requesting my service, my last relationship failed. I’ve been literally borrowing from one app to the other to survive and they buzz me with calls and texts all day. I have only #2000 in my account as i type this. Yet there are bills to pay and i still have to feed. No soap, no cream, no food, just me and my thoughts. I look a mess now as I can’t even have a proper hair do. I can’t even talk to anyone because I feel like I’ve failed them already. What kind of life is this 😔😢