I met a man on connotare 4 years ago, I posted stuff about needing help and he asked me to send a dm, and helped. Ever since then he has always been coming through for me. In the first 2 years we didn’t keep up with our communication but whenever we did he was always there for me, I slowly started falling for him, craved for him in every single way but at the time he told me he doesn’t wanna date anyone. Mind you we never met, he never asked me to meet up with him for once, he has never been sexual with me and that honestly made me want him more, we were in different cities and I could tell he really cared about me so much. While I was serving he started spending more on me, I’m talking huge amounts for my hair, nails, stress etc. He also helped me with money for my rent and in all this, he never asked to meet me. Things fell apart this year, I don’t wanna share so much details so he won’t grasp that it’s me. I just wanna tell him how much I love him and care about him, he’s the only man who has never sexualized me, who has really cared about me. I just want more, more than what he wants to give. I’m doing so well for myself now but I still act like his baby so he could always come in as the Man. Urghh I love you so much babe. And I can’t stop djing to the thoughts of you 🩷