I was doing well until I slept with this lady under the shower, and a spirit left my body. Since then, things have taken a turn for the worse for me. Around October 2024, I was seeing a lady at the time, and on this day, she called to come by the house and see me, which I said was no problem. Immediately, I dropped the call; a voice inside of me told me not to touch the girl when she came, which made me worried, so she called me during the day, and I declined her calls throughout that day. And I thought maybe everything was over. The next day she kept calling, so I picked up the phone since it’s someone we have a thing going on. She told me she wanted to drop by yesterday, but I was not picking up, and I told her I was not with my phone; that’s why. She said she wanted to come over that day, and I told her if she wants to come over is her choice because she’s someone that gets emotional too much. After I dropped the call, a few minutes later she called to say that she was at my gate and I told her to hold on while I come out so before going out to get her I told my roommate how i was feeling this warning since not to touch her and I asked him to keep us company when she comes with that I will avoid having anything with her that day. After I told my roommate I went out to pick her and before relationship I had with the lady my roommate always advised to me calm with the girl because I’m someone who doesn’t tolerate nonsense so whenever the lady acts childish I cut chain for her make her correct so whenever I talk to the girl my roommate always say I should take things easy with her which always echo in my head. So I told my roommate that there’s this awkward feeling I’m feeling that he shouldn’t let me be alone with this lady. So the lady came inside, and we were watching a show on YouTube. The AC was blasting, and I had a blanket covering me on the sofa. The lady complained about the AC making her feel cold, so I sprayed the blanket across her. After some time, my roommate left us all alone. I felt bad because I told him about everything, but he was someone who took delight in me failing, so I should have ended the relationship I had with him, but I ignored the signs. Now I’m seeing Wonders. So after my roommate left us alone, the lady started playing with my thing under the blanket, and I became aroused, and we ended up making out until we got to the bathroom, and we also made out under the shower 🚿. During the intimacy, I felt a huge jerk in my body, and a spirit left my body physically, and I became dizzy. And my voice whispered to me to look at my hand. I found out there were thick blood stains on my hand, and I asked the lady when she see her period last and she said the day before. I felt bad, and immediately I remembered the warning I had, and I was disappointed in myself. After the incident, I cut off ties with the lady, but here comes the big drama. I started having dreams of me making out. Falling from heights and police arresting me and elderly people turning their back on me. Physically, I started experiencing loss in my business. Rejection, hatred, and disappointment. People started isolating themselves from me. Even my roommate left me as things became hard for me, as I was the one taking care of everything in the house. Currently, I’m going through hell. So after much, much prayer and fasting, nothing changed. Now I’m struggling and regretting my actions. I really wish I could get back the spirit that left my body. I was told I’m from water, and I broke my nso (taboo) by having sex with the lady under her period in the shower. That the water from the shower is the portal through which the water spirit left. Now I’m confused; all my life, I never knew of water spirits and chi. If I had known, at least I would have been able to understand the warning was spiritual and not me hallucinating. Now I’m confused if I should go to church to see a pastor because I have tried going traditional, but no change. Now I’m confused, and my life is in shambles, and I’m stuck. Nothing is working out for me, and I have lost everything I labored for. I really wish I knew life was Cosmological. Now I have lost my gift of destiny. Please, I really need suggestions on what to do because I cannot watch my potential fade away. Now I understand the saying that life is spiritual. I learnt the hard way, and even in my friendship I learnt not everybody should be your friend. Now my roommate advised me to be gentle with the lady and not hurt her, but the same roommate I told my vulnerability to uses it against me. Saying all sorts of things. I knew I was special, but I never had the conviction that I was gifted, and now I have lost my gift. My life has been dimmed. Now I’m in regret, and lust has had the best of my life. This has been going on since October 2024. I need people who understand spirituality to help me out. Is there a way I can get this spirit back