I used to think I’m a girl’s girl but I just realized that I actually would hurt those who hurt me. I had a friend I met in NYSC and from NYSC till now is a solid 20 years of friendship. I introduced him to my coworker who knows me to the core. Only for them to start dating and she told him to cut me off. I was actually so shocked and hurt because I never expected she would ever say such a thing about me because she has seen me and this guy together and we’re just like siblings but that’s not the part that hurt me the most. The most painful part was my friend actually did cut me off so I cut both of them off but recently I realized that I didn’t heal from the betrayal of both of them and I’m thinking of revealing her deepest secrets which is the fact that she has always dated sugar daddies who buy and spoil her silly and has done multiple abortions. Although since her relationship with my friend she has completely stopped. My friend doesn’t know this about her but it is his principle that he would never have anything to do with a girl that has dated a sugar daddy. I would have never mentioned it to him because I knew this even before they started dating but sometimes I feel like saying all the dirty things I know about her anonymously so that they break up, sometimes I feel like it’s not my business because I would never accept them back into my life. Mind you, I have never hurt these two people before. It feels like I’m the only one losing at this point.