Putting this out here because I’m going to come back to this post next year 20/5/27. This year so far has been a horrible one for me, I know everyone has it bad but mine has been awful and to even complain is not worth it. It’s two days to my birthday and I honestly hope things get better from here on. But this country isn’t even helping, and the way everyone is facing bad things, there are some people that are actually not feeling it, it’s so sad to see that efforts are not being rewarded. Next year I really hope I’m in a better mind shape, I honestly hope I find a relationship that’s worth it, with an unproblematic person and I honestly hope my finances are a thousand times better than it is, so that I can afford myself a birthday gift, and I honestly wish to leave this country, because I’m genuinely tired. Above all I wish to be alive, healthy and genuinely happy.