The reason i don’t have friends today is because my boyfriend literally slept with every girl that knew us together and when i went through thier chats and all I’m always like why didn’t they tell him no. Are there not girls with morals anymore. He slept with his neighbors, 2 sisters, former course mates that knew of us when we were still dating in school, random girls that knew us together online and off, he slept with vendors that he bought stuff for me from, his ex girlfriends, 2 of my old friends I stopped talking to because I saw their texts they entertained him too and was being flirty but I’m not sure they had sex. We dated for 6 years, we were so young when we started we’ve broken up for close to a year now but then sometimes I always reflect on why didn’t these women never say no to him. I’m not saying they owe me loyalty but then most of these girls are really decent from outside, one even said Is that the way you lick your girlfriend’s pussy. I was so shocked and this girl has a boyfriend o. He even had sex tapes of most of them on his phone and funny part of it all almost all of them were in a relationship. This experience caused me trauma that I find it hard to trust anyone, I really pray I meet genuine people and friends.
in Confession