As a 25year old who has had sex for money I’m not proud of, it gets to a stage where you’re tired of these. Like I’m tired, I feel what makes me rethink my steps is after meeting this 59years old man, I know older people are manipulative but this one is different like Godforbid I couldn’t put my mental health at risk (he was going to send me something and he had connections in aviation which I need a job in) but it’s not worth it, I’ll keep that certificate and do other jobs. 😭 I need a change. Wtf! I get back from work exhausted and this man, mind you we just met on Saturday will tell me I don’t give him attention this that, in my head I’m like I just freaking got back and I’m talking with you (on a normal day I don’t call anyone till weekend) we live in same estate so he came by to pick me, I said I thought we’re just gonna sit and chat he said am I joking. Does he look like a kid. Omo I told him please I’m not going to your house I’m exhausted, he was just yapping and reversed to drop me when I dropped he almost hit me. Tch! I hope everything changes for me for good.
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