Had a sleep over at my bestie’s, and things got wild. We’ve been friends for over 12years and never sexualized him, but it got crazy after some wine and he touched me in ways i didnt think was possible. Like he’s now a man, we became friends at 13/14. It took strength for us not to have sex because we value our friendship, but the chemistry was crazy. I just can’t see him the same way anymore. I keep getting these flashbacks of how he touched me. I just cant risk it, i love us as friends