I don’t know why friendship hasn’t really been working out for me. Sometimes when i see group of girls together online hanging out and all, the truth is it breaks my heart that i can’t even have that, not even one girl to call my closest friend anymore because the ones I had have hurt me so i decided to stay away. But sometimes i actually wish to have friends to talk to, to share things with freely and to know we got eachother. It’s good to be a one mans squad but the thing is we can’t really do life alone. Hopefully God gives me good female friends that will stay.