I’m tired of this life, it’s just like I’m just living. Living to please people that don’t do shit for me, people that don’t care about me. Living to pay bills and show up for people that wouldn’t even care if I die tomorrow. I don’t even have real friends anymore, no outings, no enjoyment. I don’t have a man in my life. My life is meaningless. I’m just surviving, life is very hard and sad. I’m about to give up, Lord knows I don’t deserve this life I’m living.