Maybe my life wouldn’t have been this way if I was ugly. Maybe if I had a high jamb score and studied the course of my choice I wouldn’t have met her. Maybe if I focused on my studies and stopped womanizing, I wouldn’t be in this mess. Maybe if my dad wasn’t so evil to my mum, I would’ve been cool with him. Maybe if I wasn’t so focused on people’s opinions about me, I would’ve told my mistakes or asked for help but I kept it all to myself and I exploded. Maybe if my mom was okay health wise, I wouldn’t be here depressed. Maybe if I did the right things I wouldn’t be so broke. Maybe life just wanted me to learn my lessons early so I don’t do same in the future but time will tell because I can’t seem to function without trees but it helped me realize myself. Only time will tell because I’m rebuilding my life from scratch and hopefully I get healed but for now, I’m so alone
in Confession
Connotare 
you aren’t brother. You aren’t alone! Now I want you to forget all the “maybes” and focus on the now and rebuilding your life back. Life itself is an experience, so we are experiencing to learn from it. Forget the past, all that matters is the Now! You’ve already gotten thru the first step which is realizing all your past experiences, now you have accepted the defeat but you have to do so by getting back up gang! Rebuild that life back! That’s all that matters! Nobody cares about the pass except You! That is why you must focus on the present and fight this fight of our! Proud of you man! On 14th April, 2027. I wanna get back up here and read about how you conquered! You can! You will!