My relationship of almost 4 years just ended. I feel like someone just ripped my heart out. I’ve been with him since I was 18, now it feels like someone just took my soul away with them. I don’t know what life would look like without him. I don’t know how I’ll open my heart to anyone ever again. I don’t know how I’ll ever forget him. God I wanted things to work out so bad with him but we have different views on relationships and no matter how long I hold on for, we probably would never work out. How do I move on without feeling like I’m dying