I got married 3 months ago and since then my husband doesn’t let me rest in bed, i purposely didn’t allow him touch me for 2 weeks now and yesterday he forced himself on me saying he can’t hold it anymore. I’m ashamed to even tell anyone, I can’t believe my husband did that to me, he wasn’t like this when we were dating, why is he like this now. He keeps saying he doesn’t want to cheat but I’m tired