I am having really bad suicidal thoughts, I barely have friends so I don’t go out often. I am broke so I can’t even go out alone if I wanted to, business isn’t doing so well. I feel really lonely, been single for 3years and almost in my 30s. I don’t know if I have a place in this world, I don’t know what to do. It’s a constant battle in my mind. I fear it’ll win one day, my breakup years ago really ruined my perception of life. I really need love, I am really broken
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hey! Your life is just as precious to us the connotare family as is it to the universe and to the world. It’s very okay to be lonely but you can also try channeling that low vibe or loneliness into something else. You can try self development, mastering positive thinking, cover more laps whilst jogging. Perhaps hobbies too gonna help. You have to find yourself again and begin loving yourself again girl/boy! And eventually you become your happy self again which is a very high frequency that is gonna cause a very great positive alignments in your life. Keep your head up, be positive always, believe in yourself and intuition, push doubts away. Be in control of your thoughts esp! Good thoughts only yeah! Take care, be strong and we hope to hear positive outcome from you in some time!
Hey love, be strong, your gonna be okay. Whenever the feelings erupt remember you have a family here🤍