I am having really bad suicidal thoughts, I barely have friends so I don’t go out often. I am broke so I can’t even go out alone if I wanted to, business isn’t doing so well. I feel really lonely, been single for 3years and almost in my 30s. I don’t know if I have a place in this world, I don’t know what to do. It’s a constant battle in my mind. I fear it’ll win one day, my breakup years ago really ruined my perception of life. I really need love, I am really broken