3 days ago I found a girl’s lashes on my man’s nightstand and a new full lubricant that I hate, he denied it. We’ve not been talking and all his sweet words failed I was rather insulting him. I don’t know what pushed me to go to his house around 11:50 I got there, entered the house and saw him and the girl stark naked having sex. His preek in her pussy. He asked me what I was doing there and started manipulating the whole issue, January would make it 6 years we met. I’m just numb.

Unbelievable & numb Boxing Day 2

After I caught him with the girl, he started manipulating the situation and bringing up old things from 4 years ago claiming I cheated, I was just devastated and crying, he spoke to me harshly and later started apologizing. He bought me a new iPhone the next day. He’s always been a giver and gives me whatever I ask before I caught him. I’m also scared of leaving because we’ve dated for long and he wants us to get married soon. I don’t know if someone can actually repent from this, I’m just torn.