I find myself living among girls for the first time and I feel so depressed. I don’t know if it’s low self esteem but I suffer so much from family dynamics, having brothers that are capable but don’t care enough to help me. Seeing my roommate enjoy her brothers so much makes me feel so bad, I see the money she spends while I’m struggling to even have little to do my business, it makes me wonder how far I’d have gone if I had support. It’s tearing my heart, I’m just so stressed