Exactly the beginning of this year, my life has had a reality check in all aspects, friends, relationships, growth, who am I and who I want to become. The shift has left me confused & uncertain, I know where I want to be and in the midst of the confusion and uncertainty, I see growth in a positive way. I want to become the best version of me, I want to be a proud parent to my kids someday and this shift I must be a better person.