I honestly don’t know how I’m going to make it through. It feels like everything, everything single thing is going bad at the same time. There’s nothing I can say, yes, atleast I have this going for me, not relationships or career since loosing my job, it’s even worse. It’s just one bad dream, followed by rejection and another and then another. Between December and now, I’ve had two employers ghosts me, one N400k the other over $1000. I can’t even afford to decompress because I may go out and not have transport fare to return home. There’s nothing as bad as the feeling of hopelessness. I don’t know how I got here. If anything happens just know I did my best