I’m my own obstacle. I say i wanna live a good life, but I’m not doing what I’m supposed to do. I 10 guess everything, give excuses, focus on the worst outcome of my plan until I have decision paralysis. I know i need to be careful with money because brokenness is scary, heck i even have history with it, but guy, the dreams I have are for risk takers otherwise I might end up being mediocre. I’m mad at myself for all the opportunities I have missed for being a coward with life. A life that doesn’t have do over