I could’ve been a very funny dude making money with comedy now but behind my “uptight” “can’t take a joke or make one”. Persona was a funny guy that everyone shut down growing up, really made me so enclosed, I don’t show emotions, I barely laugh, I barely joke because when I used to I used to get shut down quickly, I used to make jokes nobody laughed like I was invisible. Now everyone says “eh you’re too uptight” better uptight than getting treated like sewage water.