I divorced my soulmate and I’ve never felt emptier; even though when i did it, it was solely for her interest and only hers. She is a young beautiful and wonderful person, I am a 10years sufffering addict between her suffering with my addiction and my mom whom has serious dislike for her because of her origin (her being Idoma and with a christain background, she was not happy for two years and falling into silent depression. I felt it was too much for her to handle and freed her so she could finally be really happy. After 6yrs of marriage I felt she has big chances of her finding a good husband that can take care of her and give the happiness she deserves. Now I am drug free and can’t find happiness and I’m depressed but what pains me is she hasn’t also moved on, she is still single and worse than I left her and it’s eating me up. What can you do, when it’s too late. We both now realise our love was stronger that we thought, me and her are still friends and chat all night but i miss my wife and two kids and I broke us up thinking I couldn’t make her happy and it’s eating me up