I was talking to a boy for 5 months, everything was going really well, I had good intentions and I was really starting to get better and being able to communicate again, till I asked him if he plans on making things official, that’s when things went down the hill and now we don’t talk anymore. But I really still care for him and I love him, he says there’s a future, but he has personal issues and he’s not in the right headspace, that he’s a mess but I just think he doesn’t want me to be his girlfriend. It’s really tough cause I never saw it coming and there was no red flag, it felt like it was my first heartbreak again. I still cry till this day, that’s how much love I have for him and now i can’t even keep a conversation I’m so uninterested. It is well