I lost my boyfriend this February and while we were dating, he was the one who disvirgined me and I was faithful to him for the 5 years we dated. Ever since he died, my body count has moved to 5 in a space of few months. I honestly don’t know what’s wrong with me and why I’m this way. I think if I didn’t lose him, I wouldn’t be this way. I guess I’ve not healed. I really want to stop. I’m tired