Since I got married my childhood friend has been spacing me. He delays to respond to my chats and never calls, I will ask to see him and he will give excuses. It’s just 3years into my marriage. He still helps me if I call him for help. We met last weekend and he told me he wants to block me everywhere, I asked why he said “I can’t do this please every day I think about how I want to hold you, kiss you and fuck you, and I know you feel it too I can’t have this feeling for someones wife” I wasn’t surprised cause this sexual tension between us has always been there. I begged and he left crying, I’ve been feeling this pain in my heart ever since and I need my bestfriend even now cause my husband has been a chronic cheat, I might get a divorce soon.