I realised that I have been traumatised alot, I have mother wound and she’s not trying to make up for it. I am a firstborn girl and will be 29 next year, so I have started my healing journey, with God’s help. I want to rebel boldly (openly disobey her like my siblings, her favourites), I want to wear short dresses, I want to have the childhood I didn’t have/relish. I want to go on merry go round and swings, I want to walk barefooted and be “senseless” like a child for a while. I want to be carefree for a while, I want to co host radio shows. I want to splurge on myself (my family is very ok and I earn well at work too), I want to have a romantic date, not over analyzing. I am rooting for me. 💪