Two years ago I felt suicidal. Felt utterly alone, unloved and a failure. In two years I got a job, had three miscarriages and a relationship in distress (in-laws accuse me of abortions I never did). I still feel better though, stronger and more positive. Once in a while the thoughts come back but then I count my blessings and get back on track. Don’t know what the future holds but I do know I am growing into a better version of myself everyday. I love myself more now 💓.