I’m 22, met a guy that doesn’t stay in my city but works here. We became friends almost a year & dated 6 months. I was a virgin. Traveled to see him as usual. The night i disflowered, we heard loud bangs on the door. A lady came to the room & attacked me, his fiancée of 3years, I had no idea. His friend took me to a hotel that nights, he had to chose between us, he chose her. I cried all night till my eyes swole. Next day he came to apologize to me, couldn’t even look at me. I cried throughout the journey back , I can’t to speak to anyone. Why me. Why.