I don’t know if it’s my personality that’s writing cheques my ability can’t cash but when I meet people for the first time, they always think of me as this guy that can get anything he wants. Whether women, money or properties whereas in reality I’m fighting demons & losing. I wish I can tell them to reduce their expectations & see me as every average guy who doesn’t have his shii together, that way they won’t be disappointed when my shortcomings come to light. Dahmn, I hope 1 day I just become this flawless guy they all have in their head.