Everyone around me thinks I’m an introvert and simply have low social battery or struggle to keep up with them, I have the best Family and no I’m not lonely I literally have the best of friends, but tell me why I can’t seem to get over this feeling of loneliness and emptiness. Majority of the time I feel like if the people around me could see how depressed I am, maybe I will finally get over the feeling. Until then, I pray for God to give me strength everyday not to finally give into this space.
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I’m kind of still feels my family’s always wanting to tells us what to do and what not to even when we no longer kids, whole thing messes my relationship with my girl, we never broke up till date, she just walked away which she knows i don’t blame her for. Sad, me!