I don’t really know what’s going on with me or who I am really. Any guy of my talking stage I catch feelings for and maybe it doesn’t lead to relationship, they always have setback financially or in one aspect of their life, the 2 guys I’ve dated experienced the same thing. Currently, there’s this my long life friend I cut ties with, presently he is going through alot he is even depressed at the moment. I’m scared to catch feelings or even to date anybody. I don’t curse them if we part ways too.