I thought I have forgiven him but bring it up each time it comes to my head, I think cheating is a deal breaker for me cause it’s so hard to believe him now even tho he’s trying, he has always been trying. Anytime he cheats he’ll always make usual effort to make me trust him again but he’s still cheating and I won’t know. My ex who isn’t in the country, we’ve been talking for a long time now. We didn’t end on a bad note the mistake was from me maybe I was to young, he made promises to me before he left that he would come and carry me, we were just 19, I didn’t believe. This guy is so decent and disciplined, right now he has started the whole process but I don’t know how to end things with the one here, he has made so much efforts and said he has changed. I’ve been praying