I was in a talking stage with a guy for a few months, he was the perfect gentleman, we went on countless dates, he ticked all my boxes. He asked me to be his girlfriend I accepted. The first time he wanted us to have sex, I agreed but told him to use a condom because our test results were not out yet. We took it earlier that day. He agreed but in the process, unknown to me he removed it. I felt so violated, he didn’t see it as a big deal. I felt like he did it to infect me before our test results come out because why will he remove the condom after we both agreed on it. He broke my trust and he didn’t even feel sorry for what he did. I immediately blocked him and rushed to the hospital to get pep and some drugs to prevent any STI or STD. I’ve completed it but I’m still so scared to go for a HIV test.