Met a girl on Instagram, I really love her we’ve met once or twice, but she’s a bit older than me. She’s tall dark and beautiful. I don’t know but the age keeps drawing me back anytime I’m about to make a move, I really really love her. Talked to my parents about the the girl and showed them the pictures we took together and my grandma too, because I’m really looking for a relationship that’ll lead to marriage so, the picture explains everything. And I’ve always been hearing voices in my dreams saying I’m gonna die young and I’ve been hearing this voice since I was 8 years old now I’m 28, and I’ve been visiting pastors and they be saying same thing, she doesn’t know what I’ve been planning for the both of us, I just want to get married soon and have kids, I know I’m not dying anytime soon. And I’ve not given or sent her a good amount of money which I think it doesn’t matter, not that I do have the money, but I just think if I keep sending her money and chesting all the bills and what if one day I happens that I can’t chest the bill one day I’ll be a bad boyfriend. I do chest the little ones, but she seems to be angry about it, which I understand. And secondly I don’t know if she takes me seriously because one day she mistakenly sent a screenshot of her Instagram message list I saw niggas she been talking to, I never complained about it because I hate complaining. I really love her and we barely talk now. 🥺I just want her to understand that I really love her, I’ve done so much for girls and It’ll later be that they don’t love me they think I’m a fool, but I do all out of love.