I started dating my boyfriend this February and yeah I opened up on lots of things I did then before meeting him. I trusted him because I thought he is matured but I guess I was wrong. He asks for my phone one month into the relationship and wanted to secretly link my WhatsApp to his laptop. I told him that not how things work he has to give me time because i have been talking to other people before I met him. Honestly I love this man and he loves me he gets jealous anytime I talk to other people and he doesn’t trust me, it hurts. Honestly though I contributed to it because I should have shut my mouth. I’m also into girls, he knows so I cheated on him and he found out and he almost broke up with me, I had to beg him to forgive me. I can’t live without him honestly but now it is worst because he never trusted me and everytime I’m with someone or I’m somewhere it hurts I’m being honest because of him. I had to block and delete a lot of people number that I talk to and I’m doing this because I love him but each time I open my mouth and tell him the truth he says I’m lying . I went to school today but I came late he said I went to meet someone and he knows that I work and knowing how stressful that work is and literally not in talking terms with those people