I’m 24 years old and I’ve never had a relationship last up to a year, I was the 3rd choice in my first relationship, I broke up with him and he didn’t even ask why, the same goes with the second one, I was the 3rd choice and once I developed big boobs, I started getting attention and It was just to see what is under my clothes, after rejecting some, decided to give in and it was exactly as I thought, they just wanted sex. I started to think that I’m always a second choice to guys and I wouldn’t take anything seriously. Every time I realize I’m falling too deep for someone (reciprocated or not), I always find a way to end it as soon as possible to avoid future heartbreak. My dad had a wife with 2 children before getting married to my mom and still cheated on her, now I think all men cheat and I’m scared of letting a man have the whole of me.