It breaks my heart that there’s nothing about me in my life that I’m happy to wake up to. I’m not as book smart or street smart as I would like, I’m not making steady money as I would like. I’m not as handsome as I would like, my self-esteem is horrible, social skill is awful. I don’t have a home because it’s broken & not a happy place. Is there a button I can press to end it, being alive is not worth it. The everyday worry is too much, I wanna run away from all this, I want forever peace 😭