I don’t have this vibe with my mom, more like saying I don’t have this mother and daughter connection with her, even tried staying with her to know her but nah everything was off. Probably cause I didn’t grow with her cause my dad took us (my twin) from her when we were still babies, when people talk about their mom it pains me a lot that i can’t even relate well with my own, i don’t see any reason to call or visit her cause on one account she actually said she can never take care of another woman’s child that my step mom tried, ahh. Lots of things making me not want to ever communicate with her. I’m just heart broken for real