I met my ex on a dating app, at first I wasn’t even interested in a relationship then but he made me fall in love with him, he told me I was his spec and he wants something serious with me. To cut the story short we started dating, I went to his house for the first time we had sex and it was so good. I’ve never actually enjoyed sex with anyone the way I did with him but later on I went back to school and the distance made everything shitty, we later broke up due to some things, he was so nonchalant and a gaslighter and I feel like he used me. Anyways I still really love him a lot. And I miss him so much and I really wanna fuck him so badly every time I think about him.