I’m 22 and I’ve been sleeping with someone else husband for the past 4 years, I’ve tried avoiding him for a year, he calls and text everytime, tho he was the guy that disflowered me but I can’t just let go of him. I feel guilty everytime we have sex and I know the same will happen when I get married. It’s so hard to let go of him or get a boyfriend and I know he’s very manipulative