I can’t forgive myself for hurting another human. First time in my 27years on earth I hurt a human, and one who loved and supported me, brought me up, gave me his best. When he needed me the most I called him a failure, and mocked him, his efforts, compared him. I am ashamed I am no better off myself financially. Now there is someone who hates me forever. The guilt and shame is sickening but knowing I broke someone is worse and now I am scared to ask God for things because I hurt his son who was trying his best