I think I’m just going to give up on love as the cure to my ills. Asked like 3 girls out and they all turned me down, has just been kind of funny to me. Last crush told me she’s single but as soon as I asked her out, boyfriend came in and she’s like I thought you knew 😂. Maybe I’ll focus on just existing and living life in as unsocial way as possible because rejection be bitter. Funny how they all just want to be friends, saying I’m going to meet someone who’s gonna love me, nah, not now, nor ever.