Being a first born of my mother and senior son of my father isn’t easy. Just lost a girl I love so much to someone else. That’s the number 7 in 5 years. I’m always working and barely have time to make calls or chat, I work everyday because I know the background where I came from. I don’t want to be poor but they all complain about me working too much. I tried not working too much with one and she left me cause I wasn’t doing enough for her financially. Now my 2years girl left me. I feel like committing suicide but my mama go suffer. I do so much for everyone and my girlfriends I dated lack nothing but I always feel so lonely. Whenever I am free try to communicate with them but they don’t even want to talk.