Something in me is broken since I found out my partner was unfaithful. If he says he’s going out by 10am and gets back by 3pm, I try to calculate the distance it took him to get to where it was and try to predict if the hours in-between would be long enough for someone to cheat. The longer he is out, the higher my blood pressure. If he is out for shorter periods, I tell myself that wasn’t long enough time to cheat. My trust issues are so bad now. I wish I could hurt him back and let him see the receipts the same way I painfully did. Long distance relationship isn’t it.