Ever since I smoked Colorado for the first time 3 months ago I’ve not gotten myself. I constantly have to remind myself of where I am because it’s as if my brain is playing tricks on me. I forget a lot even my mom is confused, she doesn’t know what’s wrong with me. I started getting this sharp pain in my head and when it goes I feel hazy. I find it hard to focus on reality and what’s happening because it’s as if I’m hallucinating. I don’t even know how to explain it. I smoke normal weed but ever since I took Colorado I’ve not taken anything because I’m trying to get myself back. I’m supposed to resume work soon and I don’t know I will cope. I can’t even tell my boyfriend what’s been going on because he doesn’t know I smoke.
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