So last year 2022 I wrote my MBBS exam and I failed. It wasn’t easy for me at all. I watched my friends move on to the next class and I had to repeat the class again or leave the department. Some people advised me to change my department to avoid affliction arising a second time while a senior colleague told me that I may not be happy later in life if I changed department, I mean I’ve always wanted to be called a doctor from when I was little and my parents were willing to support me so why not. I decided to repeat the class and try again although I was very scared. This 2023 was very tough I cried a lot of times when I’m reading (because I was tired of reading anatomy, physiology and biochemistry), i cried because my mates I started with had left me behind, I cried because I had to spend an extra year in that “wonderful “ school, I cried because I felt time wasn’t on my side, I cried because I failed 6 incourses out of the 7 I wrote in 2023, I cried because I felt medicine wasn’t for me, I cried because I felt the once intelligent daughter is now the black sheep of the family, I cried because I thought God had forsaken me. It was a lot. I can just be all happy and gisting in a place and boom tears will start coming out from my eyes and I had to struggle to control the tears in public places. I had lost a whole lot of weight from stress of reading every single day. If you had seen me before and you saw me then you will pity me. My mum wasn’t happy at all. My dad too but he was trying to be strong. When it was time for the MBBS this time around I made a promise to myself that i must win. I must make myself and my parents proud . I prayed to God every day just begging Him to help me. I remember after my anatomy theory and physiology theory and MCQ I came back to my room and cried shege in the night after smiling all through the day. There were very bitter tears because I felt I didn’t write well and I might fail again after the whole effort and time wasted. I had to restrategize for the remaining papers. Omo! Finally God has given me the joy of my heart. I’m now a clinical medical student. This God loves me too much joor