I just lost my virginity and I feel so bad, guilty and sad about it. I thought about it before giving it away but after doing it I became so depressed, even my babe that did it, his presence now makes me feel irritated and it’s as if the feelings I had for him are gone. I’m in tears writing this and I’ve been going to bed with tears. I also feel I disappointed God and my parents. I’m so sorry for myself💔.